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First Position: The Field of Presence

Oct 1
5 min read


A Practice of Stillness, Awareness, and Mutual Sovereignty

Set aside at least twenty to thirty minutes for this practice. This is not a time in which something must happen. It is simply time you have dedicated completely to being with your horse. If it naturally continues longer, let it.

There is nothing to accomplish.

Enter a safe enclosed space with your horse at liberty. Bring a stool or chair and sit where your horse has plenty of room to move freely around you.

No halter. No lead rope. No wand.

Today, ask nothing.


Arrive

Sit tall, but allow your body to become soft.

Begin with three cleansing breaths.

Breathe deeply in through your nose for a count of six.

Hold gently for twelve.

Exhale slowly through your mouth for six.

Remain empty for twelve.

Repeat three times. Never strain to maintain the count. The breath should create relaxation, not effort.

Then breathe in through your nose for four and out through your mouth for four.

Bring your awareness to the top of your head and slowly move downward.

Soften your forehead.

Your eyes.

Your face and jaw.

Your neck and shoulders.

Your chest and abdomen.

Your hips.

Your legs.

Your feet and toes.

If you find tension, breathe into it. With each exhale, feel the tension soften and wash out of the body.

Keep your spine tall.

Alert, but relaxed.


Soften the Eyes

Allow your gaze to rest gently downward, along the natural line of the bridge of your nose.

Do not close your eyes, and do not stare.

Choose a still point and let your eyes rest there without sharp focus.

Do not look left or right. Do not visually search for your horse. Let the gaze remain still while your vision becomes soft and wide.

Allow the edges of your visual field to open.

Movement may occur within your peripheral vision. Notice it without following it with your eyes.

Let yourself discover how much you can perceive without looking for it.


Become Still

Now release the counted breath.

Close your mouth gently and breathe naturally in and out through your nose.

Feel the breath moving through you like an ocean.

The inhale rises.

The exhale recedes.

Another breath comes.

Another leaves.

Let the breath become quiet and effortless.

If a thought enters your mind, do not fight it or judge it. Let it pass like a bird flying overhead.

If you find yourself following the thought, simply recognize it.

I can return to that later.

Then come back.

Back to your breath.

Back to your body.

Back to now.


Expand the Field

Begin to expand your awareness beyond yourself.

Listen.

Hear the birds, the wind, the trees, the horse’s breath, the sounds in the distance.

Feel the temperature of the air against your skin.

Feel the breeze.

Feel the earth beneath your feet.

Keep your eyes soft and still.

Become aware of the space in front of you, beside you, and behind you.

Then allow your horse to enter that awareness.

Do not stare at them.

Simply know where they are.

Remain aware of yourself, your horse, the environment, and the space between you.

This is the beginning of acute spatial awareness.

You are still within yourself while becoming expansive around yourself.


Observe

Now notice your horse.

Perhaps they look toward you.

Perhaps they seem surprised by this unfamiliar stillness.

Surprise may become curiosity. Curiosity may become relaxation.

Their eyes may soften. Their head may lower. They may rest a hind leg, sigh, blow out, lick, chew, or yawn. They may move closer.

Simply observe.

This is biofeedback without judgment.

The horse is witnessing the presence you have brought into the shared space.

Do not turn their response into a measurement of success or failure.

If you notice yourself waiting for something to happen, return within.

Check your jaw.

Your shoulders.

Your breath.

Your eyes.

Soften again.

Then expand.

The horse’s response is not a grade.

It is information.


Offer the Invitation

When you are settled deeply within the Field, briefly visualize your horse choosing to come toward you.

See it.

Then release it.

Do not wait for it to happen.

Return to presence.

If your horse turns and looks toward you, remain soft and slowly extend an open, relaxed palm in their direction.

Do not call.

Do not cluck.

Do not coax.

Your hand simply says:

You are welcome in my space.

Then allow the horse to choose.

If they look away, let them.

If they remain where they are, let them.

If they approach, receive them.

The invitation carries no obligation.


Receive

If your horse chooses to come within a few feet of you, slowly stand.

Do not immediately ask for anything.

Caress them gently. Do not pat.

Feel their coat beneath your hand. Find a place they particularly enjoy being scratched. If you speak, keep your words few and soft.

Simply admire them.

Honor the moment.

Then quietly take a few steps away.

Stop.

Allow the space between you to open.

If your horse chooses to follow, receive them again.

Caress them.

Acknowledge their choice.

Then, after a few moments, walk away again.

Let them decide.

Repeat this only a few times—perhaps three—and then let it be enough.

Do not become greedy with connection.


Ask Nothing

On this day, let there be nothing more.

Do not put the halter on afterward and begin working.

Do not turn the horse’s approach into another request.

Let your horse experience something perhaps they have rarely experienced from a human:

You came into their world and wanted nothing from them.

They were free to approach.

Free to remain distant.

Free to leave.

Free to return.

This is where trust begins.

This is where mutual respect begins.

This is where mutual sovereignty begins.

Your horse may have learned that when you appear, something will soon be required. Today, you have broken that pattern.

You have shown them that they can enter your space without surrendering their own.

And you can enter theirs without taking possession of it.


Remain in the Field

Do not judge the practice by whether your horse came to you.

The practice was never about making the horse come.

It was about becoming present enough to meet them.

Let go, too, of what anyone watching might think. You are not performing horsemanship for an audience.

This relationship belongs to you and your horse.

Eventually, you will carry this same state into liberty work, groundwork, long-lining, riding, and simply living among horses.

You will no longer need the stool.

You will learn to remain still within yourself even while your body is moving.

The Field will travel with you.

Before movement, awareness.
Before direction, perception.
Before asking, listening.
Before obedience, relationship.

Enter their world without asking them to leave theirs.

And from there, the dance can begin

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